2011 / 12 / 21 ( wed )

hi , i'm here again :)

Somebody said : " time can dilute everything "

I think this is not true because i miss it right now

I had tried to persuade myself that 

i can step on the stage which i want one day

Four years ago , it began to be my dreams 

Today , It's still my dream 

At the time i decide to stop it

i feel that this dream will never achieve anymore

why i did'nt have a nice body shape like others?

or it's only a excuse for me

 when looking others standing on the stage

- my dream's stage - 

what can i do for that?

is this punishment for me?

a pair of shoes -- ballet pointe shoes 

which i only can look at it  , touch it , wear it 

but cannot use it on the stage 

[o^@^o] xinhui [o^@^o]

2011 / 10 / 12 (三)

hmmm... 

最后更新 -- 2011/08/12 

那就是两个月前的今天 =)

又是emo的一天

虽然说是两个月后的今天

但我的感觉还是那样

自从上了高一

有一个无畏的问题一直围绕着我

我讨厌校园生活!!!

第一节上课铃响起

脑海里就开始倒数期待着放学铃

从九月开始我一再地缺席 

(包括正课、选修课、spm补习、学会)

客套的原因--身体不适

主因--我讨厌去学校

" 朋友 " 的真正意义是什么?

" 友情 "-- 我一向都处理得不是很好

应该这样说

我陈欣惠是一个非常多心的人

常常都会钻牛角尖、担心这个担心那个、自寻烦恼

是我的这些缺点让你喘不过气来吧? 

但是每次发生这种问题的时候
不管是谁

彼此都是我先踏出第一步

那是因为我珍惜、不想让这段友情有裂痕

但是你却给我我不想得到的反应

-share- You are the person whom didn't reply me, ain't me :) so not my fault.



"朋友" ??

又是另一个噩梦的开始 

现在期待的不只是每个星期六的1:05pm

而是每天最后一节的最后一分钟 =)

i hate this 2 months to the max max max max max MAX !!

[o^@^o] xinhui [o^@^o]

2011 / 08 / 12 ( fri )

second semester exam is going on !!!

below shown S!AC's timetable =)

11 / 08 @ book keeping , B.I

12 / 08 @ geography , B.M

13 / 08 @ Maths

15 / 08 @ mandarin , bussiness

16 / 08 @ history 

 nescafe n fresh orange juice

become my buddies at the same time... tehee =)

revision ... revision ... revision for ntg -.-'

wats the reason?

because there hav a LAPTOP on my table ... 

lol ... keep clicking on the keyboard n 

didn pay attendtion on my book also

i m studing also .. but im studying FACEBOOK right now 

well ... going to take MATH exam tommorow ...

so? wat should we do now?
need to sleep early tonight !! =D
let our brain get a rest n re-organize ..
good night ... hav a nice dream tonight ...

bye =)

[o^@^o] xinhui [o^@^o]

2011 / 07 / 09 ( sat )

有时候真的不懂

要怎样解决眼前的问题

一句话

我感觉我们的距离

真的越来越远了

老实说

你跟她们在一起那么高兴

每天有说有笑的

我不可能叫你过来

也不可能走过去找你

因为这会让我觉得

我是一个脸皮多么厚的人

简直就是 kalefe 一个

你已经做了你能够做的事

想尽办法不忽略还有我这个朋友

只是我心里的魔鬼在作怪

一直阻止着我接受你的每一个好意
不是你的错 =)

凯琪转校后  

刚开始不懂还有谁能够陪我

度过剩下的高中生涯

最后想想

幸好还有你

我是不是很自私??

慢慢接下来的七个月

我们的距离就随着时间变得更远

你也变得越来越忙

想跟你好好说句话都难

直到昨天

我们俩的谈话内容

就只剩下 " 拜拜 " 这些?

今天的我连" 拜拜 " 都没勇气走讲

真不想走过去扫你们的兴

你忙你的吧

我也该忙我的了

相信这个恶梦会有醒的那一天
让它自己醒吧 =)

[o^@^o] xinhui [o^@^o]

2011 / 07 / 02 ( sat )

suckss !! i'm very emotional today !!

feeling sad n lost direction in my life =(

i lose my sister 

i lose my studies

i lose my dance 

i lose my life

i lose everything

i'm a loser !!!

others are 16 years old .. i'm also

why do ppl have such a 

wonderful 16-years-old life

what about me?

i love to dance also

in exchange for what?

xinhui = passenger 

xinhui = superfluous man

xinhui = bull shit

you are my elder sister

what did you done for me?

nothing !!

always not biside me when i need you

is this the generation gap?

i don't know how to 

communicate with you now totally

disappointed

well , i'm glad that i still have a dear mom beside me

i love u ... mummy <3

[o^@^o] xinhui [o^@^o]

2011 / 06 / 25 ( 六 )

Report Card Day

today = Hin Hua High School report card day

i followed my dear mum and dad 

having our breakfast -- bah kut teh in this lovely morning

毛山稿巴生肉骨茶    did u heard tat be4??    

restaurant bah kut teh mo sang kor ... this is their branch =)

delicious bah kut teh 

actually i plan go to school after having this " fats " breakfast

but i keep following my dad deliver some goods

so tat my schedule have been adjusted 

thus , my 1st plan hav postpone until afternoon

1 o'clock in the noon

i go to take my report card with my dear mum

when we walk into the classroom

there is no student inside 

teacher sitting alone in the room

it looks spiritless n surprising

well , teacher take out a report card 

and ask me 佳盈 izzit ??

  " 周佳盈 " shows on the report card -.-''

she teach us more than half year edi

but stil dunno wat's my name

wat a good teacher 

" bahasa malaysia - 58 " and

" bahasa english - 57 " shows on my card

i feel badly for this two major subject 

well , i'm trying to do my best 

when we walk out 

a sentence come out from my mum

" your teacher look didn't hav any experience at all " 

haha  =)  i feel my mum so clever suddenly

i tell my mum her teaching method 

i think u all noe tat 

at last , " what a good teacher " i want to say agn =)

[o^@^o] xinhui [o^@^o]

2011 / 06 / 23 ( 三 )

consciousness !!

 our class have been scolded 

by cikgu khuzima today in her " precious " bm lesson

what is the reason make her so angry ?? 

period coming ?? no...

it is because around half of us 

didn't bring our text book -- harga remaja for few days

well ~ i'm still keep playing my " sudoku " in her lesson

but i have no choice 

 40++ marks shows on my bm exam sheet everytime

although i have already try to do my best

i really hate bahasa malaysia so so so much !!!

thus ,  i have  a " big " consciousness today

i decide to stop taking spm and tuition classes

from july 2011

i think i will get a " red river " on the spm result paper 

if i still firm to take the exam

in the conclusion , i determine stop taking spm exam

happy hour -- kfc time

wednesday !! 2:20pm ~ 5:00pm -- happy hour

this is my cuisen today -- kfc toasted pocketful 

ermmmmmm ...  yummy yummy !!

having yummy pocketful with 

dear khai ying , shin yee , zhi qiing ,

si yin and khai bin ^^

haha ... khai ying and i decided to have yummy mcd

next lovely wednesday <3<3<3

my " weight loss program " have been break into pieces

 because of the yummy pizzahut , kfc , mcd & domino's 

=(

but it's really a good time 

let us have communication with each other 

 i'll treasure all the time that we get together 

=)

[o^@^o] xinhui [o^@^o]

2011 / 06 / 21 ( 二 )

SUDOKO 

wohoo !! 最近的我

好像快疯了 

迷上了 ...... 这个 !!

sudoko

上课也在玩

下课也在玩

老师没来也在玩

弄得凯盈都忍不住嬉皮笑脸

跑来跟我说了一句话

欣惠吖  可以不要每天活在自己的世界吗

哈哈

其实迷上了任何东西

都会有原动力的

那我迷上了这个玩意儿

最根本的原因就是为了这个

milo

以前的我  要完成一个sudoko

真的  很难很难

开学没几天

就跟远阳  开始打赌

谁要能较快完成就得买一包milo给对方

哈哈

有了原动力当然会比较努力吖

到了今天  算算一下

我多赢了他一包milo !!

而坐在我隔壁的欣怡

不知是不是受到我的影响

她也跑去买了一本suduko来玩

哈哈  今天她借我玩

猜猜   今天我完成了几个?? 

5个 !! 真在我的意料之外 

今天又多了一个 " 敌人 "

权伟也参加了我们这个游戏当中

开始真的是成功的一半

今天就赢多了两包milo

哈哈

[o^@^o] xinhui [o^@^o]

2011 / 06 / 04 ( 六 )

伤心的回忆

2011 / 04 / 22 ( 五 )

这一天  让我一再失去手机

 w995  从此消失在我的生活当中

w995

高一文商和的某人 = 混蛋 = 王八 

就连同班同学的固本都能偷

简直就是没用的混蛋

我不会再相信你们这班的任何一个人

当我倒霉吧  信错了你

每天要假装忘记这种痛苦

等待苏进存的" 好消息 "

结果 = 没好结果

[o^@^o] xinhui [o^@^o]